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Savannah...
...had not gone to work. She had called Sean to tell him that she wasn't feeling well. This was mostly true. Okay, this was a lot true. She wasn't even sure if she was going to go out to cheerleading, either.
Currently, she was sitting on her bed with her chin on her knees as she had been for most of the day.
There were several things on her mind, not the least of which was the conversation she had had with Johnny on Monday night.
Okay, to be honest, it was mostly the conversation they had had about Ronan
Savannah had never found herself in this kind of situation before. Truth be told, she had never been in a relationship before, or felt like she did with Johnny. Guys -- much less friends at all -- had never been something she had much experience with. After the whole compound that other thing, she had kept pretty much to herself.
Then she came to Fandom and met people... and Johnny.
She knew without a doubt that he loved her... but for the first time since they had gotten together, she wondered if that love was enough for him. She knew that when he decided to become exclusive with her that there was a lot he was giving up.
Sex with whomever he wanted was a pretty big one in her book...and that had to have been a hard sacrifice for him to make. She wondered if he had realized she was as innocent as she was -- or if he had found that out after they were together. He had never pushed her about anything and she didn't think he was even capable of being pushy about something like that. He was really too sweet of a guy.
But...
But before her he had been free to do anything he wished and the radio kept driving that home to her and making her wonder if she was being fair to him.
That wasn't to say that she wasn't interested in sex, she was. She really was. She just wasn't sure about a few things.
Like if he even wanted to... with her or if it was a good time or...
Or a lot of things.
She moved one of her hands to pick at the fur on the stuffed panther that Paige and Lucas had sent her for her birthday.
In the last couple of years, she had learned that she could come to Paige with most things. Boys and sex? This did not fall into the category of Most Things. In fact, those fell into the categories of Paige making things hurt on the guy in question... or a certain werewolf paying a visit. None of those were particularly good things.
She also couldn't talk to Benicio about it... or Anders or Wyatt... definitely not Chris. Sean might not be the best one to talk to about it either. He was her brother and powerful... and if he got as protective of her as Eve did... fireworks. Talk to Eve? About Johnny and sex? Hell no. Oh, maybe Annette? She was her best friend, after all.
She dropped her chin back onto her knees with a heavy sigh.
Her mom had runaway from the guy she loved because she thought it be better for him...
...maybe it was something to think about.
Maybe
[[OOC:Because LJ's TOS about certain things keeps getting messed with -- and I don't want to lose the journal or character for accidentally messing with it, this entry is locked to the game members only. Call me paranoid. :)]]
[[ETA: Open for the fake boyfriend or anyone else who wants to talk to her.]]
[[ETA 2: Unlocked because LJ's friending is screwed up again.]]
...had not gone to work. She had called Sean to tell him that she wasn't feeling well. This was mostly true. Okay, this was a lot true. She wasn't even sure if she was going to go out to cheerleading, either.
Currently, she was sitting on her bed with her chin on her knees as she had been for most of the day.
There were several things on her mind, not the least of which was the conversation she had had with Johnny on Monday night.
Okay, to be honest, it was mostly the conversation they had had about Ronan
Savannah had never found herself in this kind of situation before. Truth be told, she had never been in a relationship before, or felt like she did with Johnny. Guys -- much less friends at all -- had never been something she had much experience with. After the whole compound that other thing, she had kept pretty much to herself.
Then she came to Fandom and met people... and Johnny.
She knew without a doubt that he loved her... but for the first time since they had gotten together, she wondered if that love was enough for him. She knew that when he decided to become exclusive with her that there was a lot he was giving up.
Sex with whomever he wanted was a pretty big one in her book...and that had to have been a hard sacrifice for him to make. She wondered if he had realized she was as innocent as she was -- or if he had found that out after they were together. He had never pushed her about anything and she didn't think he was even capable of being pushy about something like that. He was really too sweet of a guy.
But...
But before her he had been free to do anything he wished and the radio kept driving that home to her and making her wonder if she was being fair to him.
That wasn't to say that she wasn't interested in sex, she was. She really was. She just wasn't sure about a few things.
Like if he even wanted to... with her or if it was a good time or...
Or a lot of things.
She moved one of her hands to pick at the fur on the stuffed panther that Paige and Lucas had sent her for her birthday.
In the last couple of years, she had learned that she could come to Paige with most things. Boys and sex? This did not fall into the category of Most Things. In fact, those fell into the categories of Paige making things hurt on the guy in question... or a certain werewolf paying a visit. None of those were particularly good things.
She also couldn't talk to Benicio about it... or Anders or Wyatt... definitely not Chris. Sean might not be the best one to talk to about it either. He was her brother and powerful... and if he got as protective of her as Eve did... fireworks. Talk to Eve? About Johnny and sex? Hell no. Oh, maybe Annette? She was her best friend, after all.
She dropped her chin back onto her knees with a heavy sigh.
Her mom had runaway from the guy she loved because she thought it be better for him...
...maybe it was something to think about.
Maybe
[[OOC:
[[ETA: Open for the fake boyfriend or anyone else who wants to talk to her.]]
[[ETA 2: Unlocked because LJ's friending is screwed up again.]]
